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life//death
05:54
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I need you alive for me;
If you die I will crumble.
Please don't die on me.
You're needed more than ever.
Just don't leave me alone out here,
It's cold and lonely without you here.
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I watched you crumble
Like a maple leaf in mid-December.
You didn't cry for help.
I guess we all get
What's coming for us in the end.
But you didn't deserve that.
If there's a god up there
Tell me why'd they let it happen?
The kids saw it all.
You're crying on my shoulder now.
I try so hard to calm you down.
I don't know what I'm doing wrong.
Just let me throw it all up now.
I don't feel like me,
A stranger in my own body.
I need you close to me,
I can't stop thinking about this.
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purpose
01:40
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I'm forced to cope with the loss
Of my sense of purpose.
I thought I had it figured out,
Yet here I am.
I wanted the world
And I left with nothing.
I guess I'm not ready to face reality after all.
I'll have to reconcile with who I've become.
Unmotivated and a shell of who I was.
I wish I could dig myself out of this rut.
But it seems like it never ends.
I'm sorry for who I've become,
I'm not who you wanted me to be.
I'm not even sure if I'm happy this way,
But it's too late to change; I'm too far in.
Every day feels like I'm someone else.
Should I be proud of myself?
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distance
02:38
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I'm sorry for everything I've done,
For all the nights I wasn't enough for you.
I'm scared of my future
And where I'll end up in five years.
I'm sorry I can't always be there for you, but I think it's time that I took care of me.
Last Thursday I nearly hung myself. I think I should talk to someone.
But I'm scared of what that might mean. I'm scared I won't be here to see next week.
I need you more than ever, but you're still so fucking far away.
So I kissed you on the cheek and we said our last goodbyes.
Now I'm forced to watch you struggling through your unknowns.
I'm always there for you,
But this distance is killing me slowly.
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go in grace. Fresno, California
Trans fronted Central Valley Screamo
go in grace. is
Isla Dudley (she/her)
Jonah Vera
(he/him)
Ryan Urquidez
(he/him)
Proudly anti-fascist and anti-capitalist.
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